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02 April 2010 @ 02:13 am
I'm leaving this open on the off chance when I get a little more stable from my ms and family issues
I'll be able to get this community back
but I'll need seven day
and I'll message you guy about my plan
This used to be a thriving community
and so supportive
24 February 2010 @ 02:07 pm
Hello Ladies.

so far today:

11:15 am - tea - 0 cals!

I've given my daughter a bath, my husband is sleeping, and OH YEAH turns out my in laws came home early last night, and didn't end up going to Montreal for the day, so here I am, trying NOT to go insane on my mother in law.
We were watching the women's figure skating last night, and then my mother in law asks "so what did you have for dinner?" I said "well Steph had an omelette, I had a rice cake"
"That's all?" she said in astonishment.
"yeah, i wasn't really hungry, you know, after the pizza and soup"
"oh" she said. "you don't eat enough. you're still recovering from your c-section and blood transfusion, you need to eat"
"okay" I said, then I went out for a smoke.
after that, I finished my coffee, and went to bed.
I didn't even say goodnight, which is very unusual for me.

today seems to be ok, food wise, since I haven't had any yet.
I am tempted to have ONE white cheddar rice cake (45 cals, 0.5 g of fat)
what do you ladies think?

I am going out for a smoke now, and a coffee (black) and hope that I have an answer from someone when I get back.

I love you all!! you've all been so incredible and helpful and supportive, so thank you!!!!
06 February 2010 @ 02:33 pm
Hi everyone.  I hope that you all are doing well.   I am doing well today.  Nothing to eat so far.  I wish that I could be one of those naturally thin people.  You know those ones that no matter what they eat, they are thin?  Geesh.  Maybe I'll do a cup of relaxing tea.  It's an anti stress tea and Lord knows I need anti stress.  LOL  Have a good day everyone. 
Current Location: Little room with my dog
Current Mood: stressedstressed
Current Music: None
02 February 2010 @ 07:56 am
Hi Everyone.  I hope that you all are doing well.  I have to work, in a little while.  I woke up starving today, but I'm not going to eat, before work.  I bought grapefruits.  I think that they are negative calorie?  I will have to double check that.  Have a good day, everyone!
Current Location: apartment
Current Mood: happyhappy
Current Music: none
01 February 2010 @ 09:43 am
Hey Everyone.  I hope that you are all doing well.  Hopefully things are finaly straightening out around here.  The nutty professor is on.  I've never really sat and watched that before, but it looks kind of good.  I think that I am going to do mostly negative calorie foods.  It's kind of a win win situation. 
30 January 2010 @ 02:42 pm
Oh no.  I was the last one to post.  How is everyone doing?  Did my bummer posts scare everyone away?  Sorry, I'll try to be more lighthearted.  (Kidding.  I know it isn't all about me).  A customer of mine came in last night and told me that she lost eight pounds, since Monday.  Go her!!! 
28 January 2010 @ 11:08 am
I had a small piece of cake last night.  Gah.  I wish that I could just be thin already.  How are you all doing?  Hopefully things are going well for you today.  Today's calorie intake has started out well.  Gosh, liposuction sounds so good right now...Have a nice day, everyone.
27 January 2010 @ 01:46 pm
Hey everyone.  I hope that you are all doing well.  I am so glad to see that this community is picking up.  Well, I thought that I was going to be able to post a nice post, but while I'm sitting here agreeing to let the dog out, my significant other decides to start a fight.  Sigh, then they say, why are you stressed out?  Gah!  I just kept quiet and let him finish his little arguement all alone.  I try to do that whenever I can.  Sometimes he just won't let me be quiet though.  I don't like to be pulled down to the level that I have to argue.  On the diet front, I'm doing well.  I didn't eat too much today and I won't tonight, either. 
Current Location: apartment
Current Mood: stressedstressed
Current Music: none
25 January 2010 @ 11:56 am
OMG, look at all the posts!!!!!!!!!!  This is so great!  It's nice to have posts to read.  Good luck to everyone.  I've been doing well.  Not eating too much.  I want to be thin already.  I bought a new scale.  I hate stepping on that and not seeing what I want to see.  :(  There is a puppy visiting upstairs and he is running around and making my dog bark.  Gahhhh!!!!!  LOL  I thought it possible to have a completely good day, but  I guess that was a silly thing to think, with my situation being what it is.  Why do some people feel that it's a necessity to just fight, argue and say mean things all the time?  What is the point of that?  The good thing is that it makes me so stressed out and sad that I don't want to eat. 
Current Location: Apartment
Current Mood: sicksick
Current Music: Black Crows
07 January 2010 @ 10:49 am
So, it's been a good couple of days.  I have been being told lately that I am losing weight!  Yay!  A customer yesterday asked me if I was eating at all, because I lost a lot of weight.  I told him yes.  The liquor man the other day came in to work and said that he noticed as soon as he came in that I had lost weight.  How exciting! 
Current Mood: chipperchipper